Day 6: The Information

I am going to work on the book, I will be announcing the links to my FB and hopefully, people will help me. The truth is I am waiting for a bit of fall out from people talking to me, I am waiting for someone to make a negative comment to me. I am not sure how I feel about this, but I once felt that people like that usually drift in.

I have had several drift into my life and they will do whatever it takes to make my life difficult. Though one has tried to control how I wrote my works and how I treated my hope. Though all this person did was write smut and oftentimes tried to make her life better with being a backstabber. She would actually demand her friends change for her benefit. I personally decided to never be part of that girl's life and I hope that she doesn't darken my doorstep after this.

Then there is another who I simply call my fiance's friend, she tends to since she transitioned been on the bitch scale. She has tried to hate me for not being a REDNECK lover. I personally can't stand her for being racist toward my friends who are from the Navajo Nation who aren't drunks or drug addicts, as this person claims they are. I have never once thought it fair or correct to treat someone she barely knows like shit, but of course, this person has. I know that once this book gets out, then I'm in for a load of problems from this said person. She's going to claim a cut, she's going to attempt to treat me like shit, then pretend I am her friend.

Then I have a very CLINGY former friend, I will simply call Box of Rocks, he simply has NO BRAIN and believes he's my boyfriend, even when there is a 14 year difference and I have NO INTEREST in him. He will take the fact I published a book and say I'm his girlfriend, that I am somehow his best friend, when seriously am NOT! He has continued to claim shit and then gets mad when someone debunks him.

I am waiting for him to come to my door in fury demanding I take the book down. I am not exposing anyone in the fandom to anything, I am just writing my own stories and doing my own thing.

Day 4: The Work is Continuing

I am working on the next book, I'm not excited for some reason, I am not going to talk too much on the matter, but I am waiting on more word, but I am also waiting for people to talk to me. I am working on the rest of the stories, which is the in between story.

I did not need to know what is going to happen when someone finds out I am an author. I know certain people from my past are going to make demands. I personally did not think or thought much of the negative.

The truth is, I am waiting for people to find out I did publish, I am waiting for someone like I don't know some person from my past to show up with some kind of legal papers or something. I haven't really announced much to people.

Yeah I must sound kind of scared that I am posting about this on here. The truth is that I know my past and I know these exfriends pretty damn well. I get one hint of money coming my way and I will get some kind of punishment or demand thrown at me. I am thinking if I make over $300 I am going to have someone like Takara (Danelle White) demanding a cut, she is the kind of person who would demand I plagiarized her or something. She doesn't even write fantasy novels, she only writes novels that pertain to her obsession with Alice 9.

The other person I would worry about is another I won't name, she just doesn't need an audience with as much drugs she does. I won't talk much on the matter other than the fact me publishing means she'll just take her time and wait to show up at my door demanding something out of my fiance or myself.

I don't think I will be that successful as a writer, I know that many people are going to point out the greatness of the fact I published through Amazon. I was not entirely sure how well this will be handled considering that digital is  $.99 and a copy is $6.99. I am not sure people will like my story, I don't think many people will like the artwork or the work in general. I am scared of the idea that someone will talk badly about me.

I did place an order for the physical copy to be sent to my house, an author copy, then I will talk to friends about what I am going to do about selling them. I am not sure how people will respond, I just use Amazon to handle the sales for some of the materal. I don't think I will profit that much from this at all. I wanted to and dreamed of publishing the stories I wrote.

Day 2: I am super bored!

While I write about this, I am just not going to be mad, but I am going to complain, I need to work at least. I have been working on the editing for the mini novel attached to my book right now, so I am kind of tired of this being out of work BS.

I love working but honestly, right now, my entire body is damned with the concept that something is going to be going wrong soon.

I am looking at Amazon for distribution for my book digitally and hope that I can at least be ready that way. I am thinking about releasing by May at the earliest or June at the latest. I am hoping that I can use my own artwork by the end of this because I have several pictures that will help with the covers and also a few other pieces of art that are part of the artbook which will be physical.

I might have to look at kickstarter for some of the Dragon's Library Artwork to help pay for physical copies of the books for distribution outside of Amazon. Yeah, the joys of planning ahead!

Maybe sooner, I just finished up the information regarding the Dragon's Library information, though I may not be using my pen name on here for much longer, I am thinking for using my real name when I do this book. I have hidden behind, Nagi, Recca and so on for years, so I need to work on the fact that many people who find out who I am are going to hate me.

Yeah, if I become famous, someone will walk up and start to talk shit about it, it isn't my fault that I did shit back in 2009 I am not proud of. I think it shouldn't affect how my work looks now.

I did it! I submitted my work to Amazon and I am hopeful that I will get an answer or modify the work to comply, I am basically releasing my work onto Digital and paperback. I am not relying on paperback as much as I am relying on the digital copies to be sold. Yeah, they're cheaper than I expected, but I am hoping to get more information as it comes out. I am also going to be announcing this to my friends come Monday.

Home till further notice....not a happy dragon

So far, I am home stuck writing a book and working on whatever while wearing cat ears and a tail. Yeah, I'm just going to do a cosplay of the day type of deal and have my fiance take pictures of me so I can have some fun. I may actually put on my Yami Kawaii outfit tomorrow.

The fact I am battling writer's block right now while my fiance sleeps, he only got a bit of sleep this morning. While we did fight, I am opting to change a stance I have had regarding the book's publication.

As it sits second book is still stuck on chapter 1, I must be losing steam right now.

Hard Core History Lesson: Dragon's Library

I am working on the history of the Planor, this is not going to be seen by most people, but here I am trying to do a family tree and then work on the creatures of the world. I have been not working on that and I have been kicking myself because this is kind of important to World Building.

I have had to build on this as it is part of the history of the Planor world, but also acts as part of the story and what comes next for Belinda and Sam. I have not thought too far ahead of that but I am thinking of working on a Prequel series after the main story is done introducing the cast of Dragons and the cast of Elves who were around during the Dragon Wars.

I have always thought that it was a good idea to write the Dragon War in a few years, but I have always felt it was going to come out during the book as I release it. I am starting to think that maybe i should just continue writing the history along with the story and then see how well that develops. I am not sure how I can work with it, but here I go.

I am thinking that I should release along with some of the books, "Planor History 101: Dragon War," "Planor History 102: Post Dragon War", and then finally "Planor History 103: Mage Wars and Beyond." As I  see it, that I created a huge amount of history and also a huge amount of craziness attached to the world and the characters I have created for said world.

Back to Work

The Dragon's Library is back up and running again, I am so far working on book 2 and working on finishing editing of book 1 which is ready for someone to look at. I am pretty much going to be focusing on this while this COVID 19 thing is going around. I am not sure how to respond to people these days because all I want to do is work and get the book reviews done, but now I am forced to work from home on the books instead of in the comfort of a library where I could just bounce my ideas off someone.

So far, I did help a friend of mine out with his book issues, in fact he actually took my suggestions to heart and redid a section of his book which I believed would have been stronger. There are things I am good at, politics is not one of them, but at least when it comes to prose this girl knows what she's doing it.

Now I just need to work on the Dragon's Library and finish up what I can do.

Writing and more annoying factors

I have not had pen to paper as of late due to my brain wishing it could sort out story ideas without feeling overwhelmed by the news. The truth is I don't rightly give much thought about riding the bus or getting sick, I just do it and not give up my idea that maybe getting sick happens.

Personally people flip out with the dumbest thing. I remember watching an episode of Hey Vern its Ernist who talks about Space Viruses and other strange things. Everyone gets sick, no matter where you go or who you know. I could have a cold one second then the flu then something else, it is all amounts to how you educate yourself.

As I write the Dragon's Library, I take into account, yeah I get sick, yeah I get tired, but I can always write down my stories while sitting in bed trying to get better. The truth is though I feel the stress around me too, people who see writers think we're lazy.

I started to realize how lousy that feels when someone tells me I am a lousy writers on Reddit, but then I realize, wait they're writing my accounts of what happened to me. They're not reading the stories  I write offline or what I write on Wattpad, so some of their shit doesn't matter to me. So I will close and say the contest is slow this month due to many problems.

Super Sad....The Magicians is going down

Well...after April 1st, the show is ending and its sad, I was actually enjoying myself with this one show because it actually gave me some pretty funny ideas with my own writing. I wanted to thank Lev Glossman because he sure as hell made a lot of ideas I was tossing around possible, though the rabbit message delivery was original. I am pretty sure that I won't use that in my book, but its a good concept to have a transdeminional being that are rabbits.

I am sad to see the show leave the air because it gave a lot of concepts about being positive about one's life. It talked about suicide, LGBTQ issues, and also about rape in a manner that was sensitive and also compelling. I agreed with how Julia handled her rape and how she handled going forward, she was angry and she had every right to be. Hell, even Margo agreed with her actions to a point, though destroying an entire forest was a bad move.

The truth is I was impressed with the way the story was conveyed and also how the actors were received, I was happy to have met Summer and Hale, they were and always will be the nicest people ever.

I hope that eventually the party in the group doesn't end. It was the most positive experience I have ever had!