The Drama is Real

 What is going on?

I am going to mention that, yes, I had to deal with drama on Facebook, but it was just a strange one-day thing that just blew itself out. The person in question, well...I will just call her Cherry; she just doesn't seem to get that people like me aren't interested. 

I support my friend, Kristin, who is a cosplayer who has been stalked by Cherry for a while. I don't really think that I should be saying this, but honestly, I have decided to go quiet. 

I'm a writer, not a cosplayer, so I have no idea why Cherry would target me again just for telling Kristin to seek legal action. 

The rest of the writing

I am working on the fanfiction on AO3. I am putting new stories up in the next few days; the schedule is still up in the air, and I am trying to keep my head up. 

I have not talked about the issues I am having with some people. 

Message to Cherryblossomcosplay

I am not interested in your drama, and I am trying to keep writing my stories. I have no idea why you are upset with me for siding the way I do. You made your decisions, you did your own thing, and honestly, I broke with you because you couldn't handle the fact that you don't know the history of your own faith. You think that Jesus is a real person; he wasn't. He was made up in a book; he's a myth, and you need to accept that some people won't accept him or be privy to change their BELIEFS. 

I sided with Kristin because she made sense; you were jumping at shadows. No one wants to deal with a drama person. I opted to abandon Angel and Tonnia because they forced it. They say I'm dismissive. Angel broke a $300 AutoLens for a camera and dismissed it; she didn't care that I was using it for my photography; she ONLY cared that my bag was useful. 

When I decided to be a "NO PACK MULE!" I was the bad guy who refused to help her; I'm not her nurse, I'm not her maid, I thought we were friends until she dismissed me. I dismissed her sex fetish and her obsession with a show that I found boring and uninteresting. 

You can take this blog as you see it. I am a writer first, and I'm not interested in your fight or your behavior against me. I have a novel; you have a kid, a husband, and a house to take care of. Please just stop! 

Now this is closing you down. You found my blog and you are going to attack it, do what you want, but be aware that I am a writer, not going to be doing anything you would find interesting. 

Bye!

The Worry, but not my issue

 I was not thinking about the idea that next month I would be dropping the rest of the chapters for Dumb Magic, while I waited on the concepts. 

I have been working on the main story to the point that my head is not up to it. I have been avoiding the real issue, but I am also feeling a bit sad. 

Why I was quiet for so long

 I am not going to be in a bad mood when I wrote it, I have been a bit quiet. I have been silent about what happened and why I have been more focused on the world. 

The first time I wrote the books as an afterthought, I was interested in writing; I was not interested in being in the same group. The fact is, I am not sure what I am, but I want to write a story. I know I will never be a real author, but that is fine with me. 

I want to write, but I have never wanted to be hurt or have someone hurt. 

AO3 and the edits are two different types of stories

 Tale of Chandra Updates! 

Nekomancers are Easy Edits

The story will be updated in the next few days, and I will be moving things around to the Dabble. I have no idea when I will be posting more, and I will have some of the artwork in the works. 

I would start telling people what is going on with the newest story. 

This story has been finished to its conclusion.

I am considering moving everything off AO3. I am going to be looking at Wattpad and any other place that could be the place for Chandra Tales. 

Link to Wattpad: Nekomancers are Easy

Dumb Magic

The story is going to be heading back to the rewrite, and then I am going to finish the story. I'm going to be working on the new friends.

The editing process is pretty much going to be.

First set of chapters in Wattpad has been linked. 

Link: Dumb Magic

Training Story

Sawyer's story will be posted and will be brought out to AO3.

You will see the first few chapters will be edited for Dabble and will be put into the collection of stories. 

Keeping the editing and new story

 The newest stories are going to be here soon. I have been using the old number of storylines.

Tales of Chandra 

Dumb Magic

Training Story

Hugo's Story (Untitled)

Nekomancers are Easy

Assassin and Druids (Untitled)

Beached Werewolf Wedding

Note: The first draft of these can be accessed on AO3 for previews or for some unedited stories, but be aware that the stories will change once the edits are finished and go to Dabble for future physical prints.

Dragons of Chandra

A World History

The Dragon Wars

The Creation

The Building of Libraries

Yolara's History of the World (Untitled)

Note: These titles are not confirmed and will not be finished this year, this is projections for the future. If you are interested, AO3 will get a drop when ready. The physical prints are yet to be announced and even the titles are going to be changed. 

Dragon's Library 

Humans and Dragons (New Title TBA)

The Planor Problem (New Title TBA)

Fae of Chandra (TBA)

Untitled Shorts (TBA)

Note: These are more TBA and not exactly ready; these will not have an AO3 drop and will be published when edited and ready. 

Creatures of Chandra

Note: This is a TBA announcement; the creatures' stories have yet to be written, but I will be setting up time next year for the AO3 stories to drop. I don't expect these to go much further. I will announce titles for the stories as soon as I can, but again. 

As said before, the schedule drops may change as I see it for next year. I will not be dropping stories quickly, so there may be a month or two that stories will not drop at all. 

I am back to writing

 I put the story on the back burner for a while, but I was returning to writing the Tales of Chandra on AO3, and I found out I was writing just for me. 

I don't have support; I realized this when three friends just stabbed me in the back and expected me to just fold. I wrote down how I felt, but was told that I was wrong. I have no idea what kind of work I can do as an author, but I realized that I am just too stupid sometimes. 

I was never really thinking about what I want in my life; I would rather just write my stories and not worry about so many people thinking I am good. I think that it is better to just write down what I like and then continue to write and think maybe if the story is good enough I can publish it myself or try to find people who want to read it. 

Having people like Angel, Tonnia, Jeremy, and Cherryblossomcosplay/Jennifer making fun of my work and then saying I am the bad guy. I decided to just write and hope that I can never see them ever again. I want to move to another place, but I can't. 

I hope that one day, I will write a story that is amazing. 

I never realized how alone I really am as an author. I know that now, since I wrote the Dragon's of Chandra, Tales of Chandra, and The Dragon's Library, that nobody wants to read them. I am not sure how to talk about a book series I write and think about often. 

I am wondering if I should continue to write the stories and then think about maybe pitching or just ditching. I don't know; I wish I did.

Finding out that the people who I thought supported me were not who they were. I can't believe Tonnia and Jeremy were laughing at my dream. They made fun of me; I just sat there in shock, and I could cry, but then I realized it was not entirely my fault. 

I will continue writing, but I am now more guarded. 

Reasons for Staying Quiet

 I don't like talking about this drama on here, while I have spoken openly, I was being cyberbullied on Facebook, but it was directly and indirectly done by a person who was just not a good person in general. I have never understand too why someone would feel that they have to force their popculture views onto others, its like talking to someone who thinks Cara Dune is a good character from Mandalorian, and then ignoring the fact that actress is crazy and it affects how the character is seen by some people. 

I went through a huge amount of quiet moments when I could not get on sites and people were talking to me on FB regarding the situation, then I was stuck with a 30 day ban. On top of that I was banned from a group this individual was in and treated me like he was the victim. 

I stopped trying to write my book feeling that this individual may attempt to use his clout on FB to report my work and page to make it sound like I am doing hate speach. I was already called a racist for questioning Christianity and ideology that I didn't agree with. I figured that he was bluffing until someone called me it again simply out of pure spite. I just left groups and decided that I didn't need this kind of drama. I had better work to do. 

There are things in this world that annoy me and people like that are those who I can't stand.