AO3 Drop for the FanFiction

 In the Sands On AO3

All right, the Lost Boys and Weiss Kreuz Crossover has one new chapter added; this was in addition to the stall-out due to drama. 

Yes, Cherry threw some things into the air and made me unwilling to release it just yet, but the chapter is finished, edited, and now live on AO3. 

Chapter 4 won't drop until sometime in November or December; I haven't finished working out the plotlines or where I want the story to go. 

News on Wattpad Stories

Well...nothing as of yet because some of it hasn't been transcribed from a notebook. While the whole thing can be explained, telling me that I should blame someone for this stall-out is not true. Cherry has nothing to do with the fact that I am losing some steam and need to take a break. 

The Wattpad stories are going to take longer because the chapters are going through some edits, and I am going to be changing up some of the story showcases. 

Hugo's backstory is being taken out of the running until next year, same with Sawyer's and a few others. I am going to be breaking this down. 

Tales of Chandra will be collection-based short stories with no major story until maybe when the official story is announced. I won't make that announcement until I know when. 

Dragon's Library....Wait for it

Let's put it in perspective: at the moment that I had the drama, I was already going to be announcing the stall out for a while, then I had to sit down and realize how stupid it would sound. Yes, I was hoping to have some idea of monetary edits, and then it turned out not to happen.

The Scammers didn't get money from me. I was hoping to not announce anything until I was good and ready, and the sad part is...this is going to take longer than I expected. I have been trying to figure out some way to work on it. 

The truth is, I am pretty much on my own when it comes to this. I have no idea how to afford an editor, much less become a writer who is published other than through Amazon. Each time I think I have the idea of what I want, a new rock is thrown into the window. 

The Drama is Real

 What is going on?

I am going to mention that, yes, I had to deal with drama on Facebook, but it was just a strange one-day thing that just blew itself out. The person in question, well...I will just call her Cherry; she just doesn't seem to get that people like me aren't interested. 

I support my friend, Kristin, who is a cosplayer who has been stalked by Cherry for a while. I don't really think that I should be saying this, but honestly, I have decided to go quiet. 

I'm a writer, not a cosplayer, so I have no idea why Cherry would target me again just for telling Kristin to seek legal action. 

The rest of the writing

I am working on the fanfiction on AO3. I am putting new stories up in the next few days; the schedule is still up in the air, and I am trying to keep my head up. 

I have not talked about the issues I am having with some people. 

Message to Cherryblossomcosplay

I am not interested in your drama, and I am trying to keep writing my stories. I have no idea why you are upset with me for siding the way I do. You made your decisions, you did your own thing, and honestly, I broke with you because you couldn't handle the fact that you don't know the history of your own faith. You think that Jesus is a real person; he wasn't. He was made up in a book; he's a myth, and you need to accept that some people won't accept him or be privy to change their BELIEFS. 

I sided with Kristin because she made sense; you were jumping at shadows. No one wants to deal with a drama person. I opted to abandon Angel and Tonnia because they forced it. They say I'm dismissive. Angel broke a $300 AutoLens for a camera and dismissed it; she didn't care that I was using it for my photography; she ONLY cared that my bag was useful. 

When I decided to be a "NO PACK MULE!" I was the bad guy who refused to help her; I'm not her nurse, I'm not her maid, I thought we were friends until she dismissed me. I dismissed her sex fetish and her obsession with a show that I found boring and uninteresting. 

You can take this blog as you see it. I am a writer first, and I'm not interested in your fight or your behavior against me. I have a novel; you have a kid, a husband, and a house to take care of. Please just stop! 

Now this is closing you down. You found my blog and you are going to attack it, do what you want, but be aware that I am a writer, not going to be doing anything you would find interesting. 

Bye!

The Worry, but not my issue

 I was not thinking about the idea that next month I would be dropping the rest of the chapters for Dumb Magic, while I waited on the concepts. 

I have been working on the main story to the point that my head is not up to it. I have been avoiding the real issue, but I am also feeling a bit sad. 

Why I was quiet for so long

 I am not going to be in a bad mood when I wrote it, I have been a bit quiet. I have been silent about what happened and why I have been more focused on the world. 

The first time I wrote the books as an afterthought, I was interested in writing; I was not interested in being in the same group. The fact is, I am not sure what I am, but I want to write a story. I know I will never be a real author, but that is fine with me. 

I want to write, but I have never wanted to be hurt or have someone hurt. 

AO3 and the edits are two different types of stories

 Tale of Chandra Updates! 

Nekomancers are Easy Edits

The story will be updated in the next few days, and I will be moving things around to the Dabble. I have no idea when I will be posting more, and I will have some of the artwork in the works. 

I would start telling people what is going on with the newest story. 

This story has been finished to its conclusion.

I am considering moving everything off AO3. I am going to be looking at Wattpad and any other place that could be the place for Chandra Tales. 

Link to Wattpad: Nekomancers are Easy

Dumb Magic

The story is going to be heading back to the rewrite, and then I am going to finish the story. I'm going to be working on the new friends.

The editing process is pretty much going to be.

First set of chapters in Wattpad has been linked. 

Link: Dumb Magic

Training Story

Sawyer's story will be posted and will be brought out to AO3.

You will see the first few chapters will be edited for Dabble and will be put into the collection of stories. 

Keeping the editing and new story

 The newest stories are going to be here soon. I have been using the old number of storylines.

Tales of Chandra 

Dumb Magic

Training Story

Hugo's Story (Untitled)

Nekomancers are Easy

Assassin and Druids (Untitled)

Beached Werewolf Wedding

Note: The first draft of these can be accessed on AO3 for previews or for some unedited stories, but be aware that the stories will change once the edits are finished and go to Dabble for future physical prints.

Dragons of Chandra

A World History

The Dragon Wars

The Creation

The Building of Libraries

Yolara's History of the World (Untitled)

Note: These titles are not confirmed and will not be finished this year, this is projections for the future. If you are interested, AO3 will get a drop when ready. The physical prints are yet to be announced and even the titles are going to be changed. 

Dragon's Library 

Humans and Dragons (New Title TBA)

The Planor Problem (New Title TBA)

Fae of Chandra (TBA)

Untitled Shorts (TBA)

Note: These are more TBA and not exactly ready; these will not have an AO3 drop and will be published when edited and ready. 

Creatures of Chandra

Note: This is a TBA announcement; the creatures' stories have yet to be written, but I will be setting up time next year for the AO3 stories to drop. I don't expect these to go much further. I will announce titles for the stories as soon as I can, but again. 

As said before, the schedule drops may change as I see it for next year. I will not be dropping stories quickly, so there may be a month or two that stories will not drop at all. 

I am back to writing

 I put the story on the back burner for a while, but I was returning to writing the Tales of Chandra on AO3, and I found out I was writing just for me. 

I don't have support; I realized this when three friends just stabbed me in the back and expected me to just fold. I wrote down how I felt, but was told that I was wrong. I have no idea what kind of work I can do as an author, but I realized that I am just too stupid sometimes. 

I was never really thinking about what I want in my life; I would rather just write my stories and not worry about so many people thinking I am good. I think that it is better to just write down what I like and then continue to write and think maybe if the story is good enough I can publish it myself or try to find people who want to read it. 

Having people like Angel, Tonnia, Jeremy, and Cherryblossomcosplay/Jennifer making fun of my work and then saying I am the bad guy. I decided to just write and hope that I can never see them ever again. I want to move to another place, but I can't. 

I hope that one day, I will write a story that is amazing. 

I never realized how alone I really am as an author. I know that now, since I wrote the Dragon's of Chandra, Tales of Chandra, and The Dragon's Library, that nobody wants to read them. I am not sure how to talk about a book series I write and think about often. 

I am wondering if I should continue to write the stories and then think about maybe pitching or just ditching. I don't know; I wish I did.

Finding out that the people who I thought supported me were not who they were. I can't believe Tonnia and Jeremy were laughing at my dream. They made fun of me; I just sat there in shock, and I could cry, but then I realized it was not entirely my fault. 

I will continue writing, but I am now more guarded.