Snow Day for Me

Snow days don't mean anything to me, more like sit down and edit more of the book and then start transferring to the computer. I am nearly finished with section one of the first half of the book. I am not looking forward to a lot of the crap I have to do while hunting down an editor.

I already spoke to my roommate about printing it, and that's a resounding, "Go to Kinkos" and then get it printed. I will finish and submit this to either Amazon for publishing or just decide to send this to a publishing house.

I am still a bit on the quiet end of the spectrum not really wanting to talk about what I'm working on and how I am doing. The problem with writing at the moment when it comes to watching the weather as well...I'm scared of losing a job because I am sitting a huge problem with the weather in my area.

Things I have to say and don't want to.

This is a tough entry, that's all there is to it, I don't know who reads these blogs half the time and sometimes I just want to say something meaningful other than I'm writing a story.

So here are my words and these were ones I wish I could say to my sister. "We only live once, we only have this one chance to make a difference. We can start over with friends, but we can't start over with life. There is no retry option, it isn't a big video game we're playing, sometimes it certainly feels like it. Sometimes it feels like one of those badly written slice of life Anime shows." Yeah that's it, pretty damn pathetic if you ask me.

The fact I am still trying to figure things out and want to say so much yet so little can come out of my mouth. All I can do is write a story and hope one day it gets published and people like it.

One step forward and a dozen backward

As I transfer the book over to a digital format, I am struck with how much my handwriting drives people crazy. I know that I write everything in cursive and how it makes me look like a total old lady, truthfully, I don't mind it.

I honestly thought that by making a new blogger this would help me with the book and I am glad I did, I can't be M.M. Fenney and it would be kind of uncreatative to do so.  I am still also reeling from a family tragedy that I will not go into detail with, it is something that just breaks my heart each time I think about it.

So far, I am going to be going through the new works and also starting to filter through some of the literary issues I had back in the past.

I thought also since I created this new blogger I wouldn't have to think about the issues that I had with my previous one when it came to the fact there were people in my past that are still mad at me. They can stay mad, you know there is better works out there that I need to work on.

Hopefully that works out and I can get my Patreon working so people can get content from my books and also stories a lot faster. I am hoping I can be able to publish soon and make sure this story gets done and I can get more people to read it.

I get tired of telling people about my magical world!

I need to just crash...

To say I am angry with people is an understatement, but I am entirely aware that my story is not finished and I am working double time to get it published and ready. I am also aware of how my country feels about authors who work outside the normal means. I am not going to be famous and nor do I want to be, the idea of being famous is almost unheard of in my idea of things.

Truthfully I don't even think the USA has much use for fantasy authors anymore due to their political beliefs. I am going to mention that I would prefer my fans to be Canadian or European, not Americans. It is not a biased assumption, but I don't fall into line with many political groups, I just want to be a writer of a good story.

I wouldn't mind if someone thought I was a good writer, but honestly, I want to have that merit and not my views of things. I also would rather to say this, if a movie is ever made about my characters, I would prefer my main character, Belinda be played by a transgender black person. I also would rather keep certain characters as I want them, I don't care how popular they are to people, they are as the book states them to be.

I am locating some of the original artwork from my book

As most people from my old blogger might find that I have several pieces of original artwork and work with it. I am going to be posting new pieces gradually on here. I am going to say I am not a pirate of my own pieces, which I have been accused of in the past.

These are all pieces that appeared in one way or another in the old blogger, so I am going to try and integrate what I can.

So much to do and so little time...

I am working on the transfer from one medium to another. I had to type up the chapters of the Dragon's Library and then work toward editing. I am hoping to work getting this blogger working and also hope this helps me make it possible to have the books ready to be published.