I had to take a break from my own writing because it was giving me a headache, I started to write my own fan fictions again to sort out a lot of things. I am exhausted, but again, being sick doesn't help the matter and having lost my voice this morning did not help me.
Frustration with the fact that I see the political streams of thought, I had one guy who is a Trump supporter actually degrade my writing and my drawings to the point that I don't what to draw or write anymore. I was just disgusted and while my fiance speaks that I shouldn't listen to these creeps, he's not the one who gets messaged with insults or the one who tries to block them out.
I am not going to whine about it, though I am going to just back up a little and see where I can just make it through this political shit storm. I noticed that the more people are reading the less at war it feels that people are going. There are many writers and readers who are not for the ideas of what is going on in the country.
Though on my other blog I decided to put it out my logical reasoning why I dislike C.S. Lewis as a writer and prefer the works of Madeliene L'Engle, Lev Glossman, Jeff Vandermeer, and more, that they seem less rule making. I personally want as an author to be like these authors with their own spin on fantasy and wonder. I have always thought it odd to turn around and tell people rules, I never got that sense from Anne McCaffrey or even Brian Jacques (Jakes). I was much more into works where you can feel included.
So I have to go, my fiance needs laundry.
